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date Thu, Jul 8, 2010 at 7:41 PM
subject Chat with DJ Vox
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7:41 PMDJ: Allo?
7:42 PM me: You here?
DJ: yes'm
me: howdy
DJ: Want me to answer your last one here?
7:43 PM me: yes
DJ: Well....
7:44 PM I'm a self control type.... 'twas not the time nor the place to start to lose any of it.
and that would be well on the way toward getting me there.
Oral is super intimate to me.... kissing to start with.
When other body parts get involved.....
7:45 PM exponential.
And I'm over the moon about kissing.
me: with a tongue like yours it's no wonder
so...
DJ: ?
What are you saying?
me: never mind
7:46 PM DJ: I think I should thank you :)
but it takes two to tango and girl..... you know how to dance :)
me: :)
DJ: There should have been...
some communicating going on with it.
7:47 PM me: darnit! I should've kept up with the finger foreplay
DJ: Why?
me: see how far you'd go
DJ: I was having a difficult enough time as it was....
me: not-uh
DJ: uh huh
7:48 PM me: you seemed quite composed although enjoying yourself
DJ: My self control
do not mistake it for a lack of desire.
Different setting would get a different demeanor.
7:49 PM me: now I'll never know
DJ: Know what?
me: if you could've been pushed
7:50 PM DJ: Not there. Not out in public like that.
me: kissing in public is your limit huh?
7:51 PM DJ: pretty much... ... I don't mind and in fact enjoy out doors.
But I'm very private....
now if it's assured no one is around .... different matter.
7:52 PM me: guess that answers my next question
heh
DJ: Which is..?
me: private setting public place thing
in a field on the parkway... just you and I...
7:53 PM DJ: Lovely :)
Just watch out for ticks and chiggers etc.
me: haha
DJ: A nice blanket :)
me: hot day cool sheet
DJ: i love al fresco dining
;)
7:54 PM me: !
DJ: (she thought he didn't have it in him)
me: hahaha...
you have certainly come a long way from earlier emails
7:55 PM DJ: I told you... I don't go where I'm not wanted... and I think you want to hear more from me.
Surprised?
me: I believe I've said so several times
DJ: Remember I said I needed to look in your eyes?
I just can't go there unless I know it's ok.
7:56 PM Ask me ;)
me: that makes my insides all fluttery
DJ: It should
me: it does
7:57 PM DJ: LIke when I made you tell me you wanted the kiss.
And you gave the gift of saying yes.
You didn't give in.....
you didn't knuckle under....
you gave US a gift with that yes.
me: :)
7:58 PM DJ: You are a very strong person in some ways......
It took a lot for you to say that one word.... but look what it opened up.
7:59 PM me: I know :(
DJ: Oh no... not that.
me: scary territory
DJ: I understand.
More than you probably think
8:00 PM I'm not going to say "I'm different" this time....
I'm just going to say that I TRY to understand things.
me: it's the equivalent of showing someone your open wounds and handing him a shaker of salt
8:01 PM DJ: Yes I fully understand that. And I KNOW that.
We don't want to fall over the edge into hurt.
8:02 PM There's good stuff near the edge though...
me: I love how you say "we" as if you could be hurt too
DJ: "tis true.
me: ?
DJ: that's exactly what I'm saying.
8:03 PM me: pffft! men don't get hurt
DJ: We hurt.
We cover it.
me: no. you move on
DJ: we don't talk about it.
8:04 PM ANYway......
What I was getting at was....
Going places together.... you help each other avoid the bad stuff.
8:05 PM me: maybe
DJ: I do try
me: speaking of bad stuff...
DJ: ?
me: don't know if I mentioned it... or if it matters to you....
8:06 PM but because I'm appealing my case...
technically I'm out on bond...
which could be revoked at anyone's whim...
just so you know
8:07 PM DJ: I think you have been pretty careful.. but I know what you are saying... anyone could SAY anything and get you hooked up.
me: yep
I put up a picture of the inside of like the JADE van....
they may call that "indirect contact"
that sort of stupidity
on their part not mine ;)
8:08 PM DJ: something new there?
me: just a teeny picture
I can't neglect the site for so long
DJ: How'd you get in it?
8:09 PM wait...
don't answer that.
me: not answering that
DJ: :)
me: ;)
DJ: this is safe... is it just one of those old conversion party pits?
8:10 PM me: why do you ask?
DJ: I'm just curios if they took it from someone.
8:11 PM me: never looked that far into it... do know it's heavily modified for their needs
DJ: I had a drug dealers truck for a few years.
me: I also know who works on it
DJ: it was EGGPLANT colored with color matched bumpers.
me: cool!
8:12 PM DJ: It had one of those monster radios in it.
electrical system NEVER worked right.
I was so happy when I got rid of it... it was NOT low profile.
me: haha
tell me if you notice anything there
8:14 PM DJ: Crappy parking job... and they've screwed up the blinds looking out of them.
me: the blinds don't open... they're flat
8:15 PM but that wasn't what I was getting at
DJ: ?
me: good
;)
8:16 PM DJ: If it's small detail, I don't have my glasses on.
me: you wear glasses? I don't THINK you need glasses to notice it
DJ: oh.. the tags
that's dumb
I can see that the first parts are the same so it might be the same tag
8:17 PM me: yup
DJ: Hold a sec
me: holding
DJ: yep
it's the tags
see i'm on battery in the scree porch so I've got the brightness turned way down....
I turned it up and could see it fine.
8:18 PM Did they have another tag on the back/front?
me: what does pseudo-wife think you are doing when you are typing to me?
DJ: Don't know...
me: the tags on the back and front are identical to each other
DJ: If she gave a shit she might wonder.
8:19 PM They have TWO sets of the same tags?
me: no
did I touch a nerve with that question?
sorry
8:20 PM DJ: What I was asking was.... did they put a different tag on the front of the van..... could'a been a goof up.
It's ok.
I'm sure we'll get to it some day.
Ok.. short version....
8:21 PM me: http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_0MTHLPzTSJM/SYTfaAA6BvI/AAAAAAAAAZ0/-tODroAppKU/s1600-h/JADE-Van-front.jpg
DJ: here things are always.... HER.... or US.........
Only things that she thinks are important are important.
and most times I don't fit in to the program unless it suits her.
8:22 PM me: sounds like you picked a female
DJ: Someting like that.
me: my husband was/is the same way
DJ: They just have a bunch of tags and swap them around perhaps.
me: only without the "us"
no, that's not it with the tags
8:23 PM DJ: I'm strange... I always make an effort to think about the other person.
anyway...
me: I don't always but I do a lot of the time
DJ: No one can ALWAYS.... but you make the effort, right?
Even making the effort counts for a lot.
8:24 PM Even in small things... remember when I asked you how it was walking in those shoes?
me: I don't always make the effort either... I figure if 99 per cent of the time I do what someone else wants, then once I can just not think of what someone else wants
8:25 PM yes, I recall you asking about the shoes... that was cute and thoughtful
DJ: See.. it doesn't take a whole lot, but it means so much.
Sometimes it's the little things.
8:26 PM me: did I seem inconsiderate? (now I'm worried I did)
DJ: NO not at all :)
me: you sure?
DJ: Yes Ma'am :)
me: okay
DJ: I can tell that you are not that type.
8:27 PM Normal pepole have a normal amount of "me" time.
never 100%
8:28 PM me: the only me thing I've done in my whole life is the I HeArTE JADE stuff
very selfish
but it's the ONLY thing
8:29 PM DJ: I"ll keep that in mind.
me: for what purpose?
DJ: Well... I already told you I want to spoil you.. I may have to tie you up.
8:30 PM :P
me: oh. you're into that sort of stuff are you?
DJ: Not really.
I'm adaptable.
I've tied up someone who was.
me: you did say something about anything except children and animals...
8:31 PM I thought about that for a long time
DJ: Pretty much.
how so?
me: that leaves a lot open ya know
DJ: I'll try just about anything..
There is one "out there " sorta thing that I've not been able to do for someone.
me: ?
DJ: I had a friend... from high school.. (Time.. she went to a differnt one)..
8:32 PM We got together a few times ....
and she wanted me top choke her.
Not just holding her neck or holding her down or some such...
she wanted for real breath deprived choking.
8:33 PM Couldn't do that ... I tried but just couldn't .
HOLDING someone by the neck is a different thing.
(carefullly)
8:34 PM me: I did that as a teen once or twice... not in a sexual setting... but I can see how it might be appealing to someone in that setting although it's not appealing to myself
there's a sort of euphoric feeling
it's interesting
DJ: Exactly...and during orgasm it's intensified so I understand it but just couldn't do it for her.
8:35 PM me: I imagine it would be good for the person doing it also... you know because of the convulsions it causes
DJ: That's about the most far out thing.
me: anal sex?
DJ: please
me: is that a yes, please or an oh, please
?
8:36 PM DJ: Yes please
me: ah
DJ: Very interesting how different one can interpret things.
You are teaching me all kinds of things.
8:37 PM me: ?
DJ: It's NOT a requirement b the way (anal)
Oh.. I said "please" and thought it was funny implied "yes" but you were more precise.
8:38 PM me: clarity is important
DJ: And lube.
(didja at least grin?)
me: I laughed out loud
DJ: :)
that makes me very happy :)
8:39 PM me: I laughed a lot when we were together
DJ: But... like I said.. all good comedy has more than a grain of truth.
Yes you did. :)
and smiled :)
and made other interesting sounds.
me: :)
8:40 PM DJ: So was my answer to the anal question a good one?
or just dataa?
data
me: data
mitch hedberg... know who he is?
8:41 PM DJ: famous person or someone I might know through work?
name rings a bell but I don't know why or if it should.
me: comedian
DJ: ah
me: best. one. ever.
he's dead
so no more jokes
but still
he's the epitome of funny
intelligent humor
8:42 PM clever
he performs in a way that the stupid get it... but then there's a whole other level
it's cool
DJ: ah
me: how often have you had anal sex?
DJ: like good old warner brothers cartoons
not often.
8:43 PM But enough to know to be careful..
ec.
oops
etc
me: careful?
DJ: want the story?
me: yes
DJ: (stories not about careful.. careful is just smart....)
anyway...
8:44 PM me: don't understand the careful comment
DJ: Oh it's just a delicate area... one much start easy etc.
anyway..
8:45 PM My "first" ... she and I would get a room and spend quality time together...
(I was working out of town and she still lived at hime)
One day... she was on her knees.... and reached behind.... took me in her hand and put me THERE....
8:47 PM Now I'm not a dunce but I didn't think about lube....and after a little bit I said "I don't think this is going to work..."
Only AFTER a long while do I get really curious about anal and then NEVER had a girl offer it... and I was (still am) bad about asking for things.....
Only AFTER a long while do I get really curious about anal and then NEVER had a girl offer it... and I was (still am) bad about asking for things.....
Anyway... years leater
oops
8:48 PM later
(Is this all TMI ... boring??? should I stop?)
me: it's fine
continue
8:49 PM DJ: Years later I was with a girl.... very sexual but neither of us had done anal ...
we were in bed one afternoon spooning after having made love.....
and I was hard....and rubbing against her ass..... and she was rubbing back......
8:50 PM she reached behind and took me in her hand and eventually just the tip of me worked inside of her...
it was TERRIBLY erotic.....
8:51 PM I pulled it back out asked her how it felt... she said it was good... I said....
"would you want to try that again some time" and she said "Oh yes!"
Broke up... gone....
didn't get a chance
8:52 PM Made me crazy for YEARS as I'd had a taste ;)
I gotta go to the little troopers room... be right back, ok?
me: okay
8:53 PM an odd time to have to go, by the way ;)
8:55 PM DJ: Nah.. I had a lot of water when I got home as I was working outside.
8:56 PM Anyway.... I like it but it's not a deal breaker.
me: so you have never cum there?
DJ: oh I've had more since and yes I have... it's super erotic
8:57 PM With the right person it's over the TOP erotic
me: how many women HAVE you slept with?
8:58 PM don't lie
or...
DON'T LIE
DJ: let me get out my fingers and toes....
8:59 PM 15
ish
me: ish up or down?
DJ: ish would be....
9:00 PM a girl friend during high school.... where we were naked and touching parts but no insertion.
but pretty damn close.
so I guess that would be up if we counted it.
me: hmm... okay
9:01 PM DJ: I didn't count it at the time because the other girl (the one who tried anal) I always decided was the first.
I was 21
OLD I'm told
9:02 PM You never answered my question.
me: ?
DJ: I asked if that I said "yes please" was a good thing or just data?
(or datum as the case may be)
9:03 PM me: I answered that -- I think you miss some of what I type
anyway again:
data
9:04 PM DJ: Ah I see what happened... the mitch guys name distracted me.
What about you?
me: what about me?
9:05 PM how many women have I slept with?
more than you ;)
DJ: funny funny girl.
So anyway....
heck.. might be true... I take you at your word.
I hear it's done now.
me: hahaha
9:06 PM DJ: next questoin?
"Ask me" ;)
me: mmmm
9:07 PM don't know that I have a next question at the moment
do you have any?
9:08 PM DJ: What would you be doing if we were not taking up your evenings? (not that your not but this does take some attentoin)
9:09 PM OH! and one from the other day.... what do you use to work over pictures? Like the screen shot and the red hair color change?
me: reading, writing, info-mining, driving
I use photoshop
I do a lot of graphic artwork
DJ: Pretty good with it I think.
9:10 PM me: My mom had these two pictures of her mother both were damaged so I combined the two and made a new picture... had to rebuild almost half her face
came out awesome
DJ: :)
me: I was even impressed with myself
9:11 PM there's one on the JADE site that I redid
DJ: I bet.
me: not to be dishonest
9:12 PM DJ: I wouldn't think so.
it's not like you are a news paper or something.
But I know what you mwan.
crap
mean.
me: don't look at the [Metadata element]... see if you can tell what I did: http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_0MTHLPzTSJM/Sv54tNXGXZI/AAAAAAAAA34/wu99iN8lD2E/s1600-h/ikwua-CPD-SWAT-halligan.jpg
9:13 PM DJ: looks like the sign in the back obscured
9:14 PM Over on the right there's a repeating pattern.
Or the sign was added.
me: no
DJ: ah.. the blue box
9:15 PM upper left.
me: huh-uh
DJ: ye[p...
me: are you trying to humor me?
DJ: there's a pattern that shows if I zoom it to the wrong place on my monitor
how so?
9:16 PM me: by picking things like that
DJ: no really.. it's dark and I don't have my reading glasses on!
me: okay... well...
DJ: I didn't see the blue box until after I looked above the sign.
me: the blue box is really there... I did nothing with it
9:17 PM I had two pictures of him... one his face was blurry... the other his body was blurry...
so I combined his clear face with his clear body
DJ: ok hold a sec... let me turn the brightness up and look
me: look at the [Metadata element]... he is facing the camera in it
in my picture his face is turned
9:18 PM DJ: Honest .. I can't see the line if you replaced his face or head.
me: good
see? I can do a nice job
9:19 PM DJ: I really didn't see it.
Honest.
she thinks I'm kising her ass :(
9:20 PM me: anyway... I'll quit bragging on myself now... there ARE some areas I am confident in
I didn't really really think you were ass-kissing
DJ: You do very well with pictures.
(not that ass kissing is a BAD thing )
me: literally it's not
9:21 PM DJ: I concur
me: am I boring you?
DJ: hardly
I'm worried I'm boring yuou.
I can't wait to see you.
me: it's a long time away
:(
9:22 PM DJ: did you like hearing that?
me: I won't be able to play with you too much tomorrow night either...
I'll be on special assignment
I like hearing everything you have to say
DJ: That's ok...I'll be out at our art night.
everything?
me: art night?
9:23 PM DJ: Yes.... whatever friday of the month it is is always "art walk" night.
me: oh. second fridays
DJ: If that's what it is..I've never been able to do a calender in my head.
9:24 PM Heck... thee's one on the computer (duh)
sometimes I'm such a moron.
me: we have that, that's how I know what it is
I get to hula hoop for ours this time
woohoo
:D
DJ: :)
Sigh
9:25 PM me: why the sigh?
DJ: anyway.....
Ok... here was the thought train...
Hula hoop....
swaying hips....
Your cute little bod....
9:26 PM I have pent up hugs.
thus...
"sigh"
me: I do extreme hooping
9:27 PM swaying hips is nothing
DJ: Please.... I may dehydrate myself.
9:28 PM me: hang on I'm looking for a video
DJ: :)
9:31 PM me: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uv56LAW16WU
this chick is my heroine
I heart her
9:32 PM make sure you watch until the music speeds up
DJ: Watching
9:33 PM HOLY CRAP!
me: that's how I hoop
9:34 PM ;)
DJ: It's still playing...
no wonder you have such an awesome bod! ;)
me: hahaha
DJ: OUCH
9:35 PM me: 4000 sit-ups won't give you the abs 15 minutes of hooping will
DJ: fire eating..
me: I"m not much on the fire-y stuff
DJ: Thus the reason I got back in the gym... tomorrow another gym day.
I want to lose the little gut I've accumulated.
9:36 PM that was wild.
Where do you go to do it?
me: outside
I can do some of it in the apt
DJ: no class... or group thing?
me: nope
9:37 PM not around here
DJ: They have that here.
me: you're in a busy city area
DJ: yup
me: I'm in crotch dust county
DJ: well.... as busy as RIC can be.
It's a small town trying to act like a big city.
9:38 PM Other than work, what keeps you there?
me: poverty
DJ: :(
Where would you go if you could?
9:39 PM me: if I could go anywhere?
unlimited funds?
Ireland
DJ: limited
me: just pack up and move funds?
hmmm
9:40 PM florida
DJ: :)
I love floida
shit
9:41 PM I rode my bike to the Keys in Dec
me: that reminds me... I was going to research how compatible irish and italians have been in history
I like the keys
love naples
DJ: Stand by for a picture....
me: wait!
see if you can drag and drop in here
9:43 PM DJ: does that work?
me: not sure
wanted to see if it does since it auto-linked the youtube I put in
9:44 PM know how to do it?
9:45 PM DJ: allo?
me: ?
9:46 PM I lose you?
DJ: Yes.. I tried to drop it in and it crapped the chat window
9:47 PM me: hmmm
DJ: Sent it in mail.
that's my wallpaper right now.
9:48 PM me: you long for things, don't you?
DJ: how do you know
?
9:50 PM me: the picture... things you say... there's yearning there I think
maybe I'm wrong...
just a feeling I get
DJ: No you are not.
It's just I'm supposed to do that freaky thing to YOU.
9:51 PM the romantic in me is not getting fed.
starved.
I ilike that picture... took it while I was riding... looks just like what I was seeing.
me: it's nifty
9:52 PM endless
DJ: Not a particularly good photograph butt it works for me and that's what I wanted from it. :)
I remember distinctly.. "I want to be able to remember this"
9:53 PM That's why you have to keep me around... you'll never let me point a camera at you ;)
me: I don't let anyone takes pictures of me. EVER
DJ: I kionw
9:54 PM so you are stuck with me :P
me: I don't mind
if you don't
;)
DJ: :)
So anyway..............
Do you work your gallery on art nights?
9:55 PM me: yes
9:56 PM DJ: Tomorrow huh?
me: mhmm
will you miss me?
DJ: Yup
me: really?
9:57 PM DJ: yes
I told you I was in agony that day I didn't hear from you...
Actually I probably SHOULDN"T tell you that.
me: no? why not?
9:58 PM DJ: it's that soul baring thing... I have a little of that self protective thing too.
Plus.. remember... I didn't want you to feel pressured to contact.
me: you can't pressure me
9:59 PM not without getting a warning at least
DJ: Fair enouhg.
I cannot stand the idea that...
me: I very much liked waking up to you this morning
DJ: someone is doing something for me that they don't want or enjoy.
10:00 PM And your taking my call made my day.
me: are you going to refuel your phone?
10:01 PM DJ: Yup
Can't let it lapse.. I need it now.
me: need it for what?
10:02 PM DJ: talking to you
or the ocassional text
10:03 PM me: how much does it run you?
DJ: It depends on how many minutes you buy... I think this card was 40 bucks for 200 minutes
10:04 PM each text sending and receiving is a third of a minute.
me: holy goddess! yikes
DJ: Uh huh
BUT.... I can send you one from email which doesn't cdost.
10:05 PM I just have to resist bugging you all day. ;)
me: I would love for you to bug me all day
I keep my cell in my back pocket on vibrate
DJ: I'd put it somewhere else :P
10:06 PM If it's on vib :P
me: you'd have to have a steady stream of texts for that to be worthwhile
;)
DJ: Nah.. I prefer the hands on approach.... among other things :P
10:07 PM me: you want to put your hands on my cell phone? :P
DJ: Nope.
me: where then?
DJ: All over.
every square inch
leaving nothing out.
me: over all I'd say that's a fun idea
10:08 PM DJ: But including the :P
they're a team
me: mmmm...
DJ: Not that you'd be interested in that......
10:09 PM me: would I not?
DJ: ;)
10:10 PM Miss "My sex drive has been obliterated"
(but I'll give you a chance to revise your statements)
10:12 PM me: apparently you've resurrected it... there are other obstacles I don't know that can be overcome
but you are certainly smart enough to fuck
DJ: !
me: ;)
DJ: WOW!
10:13 PM Not just fucking mind you.... spoiling.... you must have it.
Think you can take it?
A fuck is just a fuck...
10:14 PM but when you get REALLY close to someone.. it's very intense.....
me: you didn't even think we'd have chemistry
10:15 PM DJ: I didn't think we'd not.
i didn't expect the intensity.
me: why not?
10:16 PM DJ: It's so strong.
me: and...?
DJ: and so natrual
me: so...?
DJ: nothing forced about it at all.
I felt like....
were we alone... things would just happen so naturally...
I wasn't nervous at all.
10:17 PM Remember the dance metaphor?
me: yes
DJ: I've had a dance class...
And they have you rotate partners...
Some are ok...
others it's like magic.
Things just flow.
10:18 PM Of course there are those you cannot dance with either.
10:19 PM me: (I'm analyzing you further)
DJ: how so?
(And I'd love for you to do in in depth study of me ;) )
me: relationship-wise
DJ: ?
10:20 PM me: just taking what I know about you and determining what kind of person you are in your relationships
10:21 PM DJ: I'm simple.. I'm a hopeless romantic.
I think that every day you should grab each other and look in each others eyes and just ......
well if you know each other you don't even have to say anything.
10:22 PM But it's like when we parted the other day... I took you and said thank you.
and thanked you for coming to see me.
Nothing very complicated.
me: men are not as complicated as women make them out to be
10:23 PM DJ: Pretty much.
me: women are far more complicated than men can even imagine they are
DJ: Exactly
"Men are men and women are women and never the twain shall meet"
We are different from one another.
10:24 PM But we can still make the effort to let the other know that we care. EVEN if we don't understand.
I sound like a nut, right?
me: no
10:25 PM maybe like someone who is frustrated that others aren't as kind as you
DJ: Most humans could use just a tad more empathy.
10:26 PM ane not even for people... like you taking care of our bud BOX the other day :)
(or Boxie ...which ever the case may be)
me: heh
10:27 PM told you that was a sign of serial killer-ness
DJ: Opposite... they abuse animals
me: then...
hmmm...
what's the word...
10:28 PM psycho-something
DJ: (Thunderbird!)
sorry
Phycotic?
me: no
DJ: no
me: people who are devoid of feelings for others entirely
they're called...?
10:29 PM DJ: Shit
me: darnit! that's gonna bug me
DJ: it's one of those (If you hadn't asked me I could tell you moments
me: I can't believe I can remember it
*can't
whatever
anyway I think I'm one of those
10:30 PM DJ: So what are you saying ... I sould bring my hand cuffs?
me: you should bring your handcuffs if only because I'd get a kick out of it
DJ: Yanno what's funny..........
For YEARS between the AF and SP...
10:31 PM Wearing black leather and handcuffs...
I've NVER used them on anyone...
NEVER even.
I think it's because I know how damned uncomfortable they are....
Now a riding crop is another matter ;)
10:32 PM me: you really are into that spanking thing, aren't you?
DJ: Shit... what's a guy to do to get an ! outta you?
No ... I said I'm adaptable....
I'll go a long way to please someone...
me: but you repeatedly bring that one up
so there's more to it
DJ: Noooo
10:33 PM me: than just adaptable
DJ: rope and crop are two totally different things.
One is bondage and the other is S&M
(Took me a long time to find the ampersand in the dark!)
10:34 PM me: you get bonus points for knowing what it's called
DJ: Just because I've learned these things doesn't mean i need them.
me: ampersand that is... not the other things
DJ: :)
me: why would you "learn" those things?
10:35 PM DJ: to do them for someone.
safely.
me: what kind of females are you meeting?!
DJ: HA!
She was into a few things.
Corsets...
me: good mercy!
DJ: spanking...
loved the riding crop.
etc.
10:36 PM Interesting and fun but nothing I need.
me: I can't believe I'm going to say this: I'm beginning to think I'm too normal for you
DJ: !
Too funny
no... don't worry about that.
me: whips and chains and oh my god corset games...
nuh-uh
10:37 PM DJ: If I've never used my cuffs on anyone and really never wanted to, you have nothing to worry about.
I'm happy with sateen sheets and a smile :)
me: anyone who has ever been cuffed at the behest of Jason Trent would not want to then later be cuffed in sex games
10:38 PM DJ: exactly
Someone would basically have to beg beg beg me to use them on them.
so don't worry.
10:39 PM me: (spanking. check. begging. check)
I'm indexing this stuff in my mental filing system you know
DJ: I always know that.
10:40 PM me: if you are into "out there" then there's already nothing special to you
and I'd be surprised if simple pleased you
10:41 PM DJ: no.. my tastes are fairly conventional.
I told you... I went there FOR them.
It's liike making dinner for someone of some dish that you are not crazy about but it's just ok.
me: no one does stuff like that without his or her own interest in it
DJ: Not true..
10:42 PM I've not spanked or cropped anyone since I was with that one.
and do not miss it at all.
me: then why would you not choke the chick who wanted it?
DJ: I did try... what I couldn't do for her was the intensity of it... she needed to be REALLY choked.
that was beyond my limts.
10:43 PM me: because you weren't interested
DJ: Hmmmm....
me: chat got your tongue?
DJ: Yanno.. if I were more interested you might be right... I MAY have givin it more of an attempt.
10:44 PM But... that doesn't mean that those otherthings are intersting enough to me that I'd ask someone for them.
me: but you've already said you don't ask anyway
so that is not a sign of disinterest
DJ: I'm getting better in my old age...
10:46 PM I have a diffiuclt time asking for things for me. Feels selfish.... and depending on what it is.... it's usually something that I'd want to know it was something enjoyed by both sides. not just being done.
10:47 PM DJ: But.. I did ask you for something and you did give it to me and I was very happy and I am pretty sure youl liked it too so ....
as I said I'm getting better in my old age.
11:14 PM me: You here still?
DJ: :)
me: stupid broadband!
DJ: You have a few more texts
Hey.. better than nothing..
11:15 PM me: I know. I'm readin them
DJ: Really.. you.. me the picnic table..
THAT was super hot.
I'm not jaded in any way (no pun intended)
11:16 PM me: all my puns are intended
DJ: Very funny.. well since you putit that way.. and asked..
I WANT to be into YOU.
11:17 PM Because I so much want to take you to that pleasurable place.
11:18 PM me: now I am suspicious of your sexual... uhm... what's the wrod I'm looking for? I keep having that problem tonight with you
*word
there is a lightning storm going on here that is positively amazing by the way
DJ: told ya
11:19 PM intensity?
me: I was too busy fighting with my internet to notice before
intensity? no.
it's kind of like...
I've got it!
11:20 PM What do you give the guy who's had everything?
DJ: No.. it's not loike that.
like
You are super sexy.. just holding you was exstatic to me.
11:21 PM your hands....
your kiss.
all so very good.
and the way our bides fit....
sigh... please please do not worry yourself.
11:22 PM This is going to be just like you worried about your looks.
me: no, it's not
I'm not worried...
just...
hmm...
well, I'm not worried at all
trying to figure things out
11:23 PM this one is data
not complex
DJ: Listen.. my fantasies consist of simple things with you...
kissing you... head to toe...
11:24 PM making love to you... feeling your hands on me and in my hair...
simple stuff.
11:25 PM Remember what I said when you were in my lap and had been kissing me? "This is a fantasy come true"
and it was and it was So good.
me: :)
but you didn't want me to suck your fingers
DJ: To intense.
11:26 PM I wanted to save that.
i want it bad.
among other things
11:27 PM me: (I am thinking about how intelligent you are)
in case you wondered if I dropped off again
11:28 PM DJ: And what does that mean for you?
(and that scares me because I think I'm a box of rocks)
me: intelligence means everything EVERYTHING to me
DJ: Well think of how intelligently I want to play your body like a fine musical instrument
11:29 PM I want to make more sounds come out of your throat like when I bit your lip
I want to feel your fingers clutching at my hair as I kiss you into oblivion
11:30 PM And I want to hear you telling me what YOU want.
11:31 PM Nothing crazy.
give me one keystroke to know you are watching and thinking.
11:32 PM me: :)
DJ: Ok.. two will do.
Do you want me?
me: I like symmetry and things in pairs
11:33 PM yes, I want you
DJ: that's probbaly the only "kink" i really have ... I want to hear it.. to know;.
Please explain the pairs?
oh.. "two"
got it.
11:34 PM me: well, you said one keystroke and one is not a pair
2, 4, 6, 8
but...
DJ: correct... I figued it out..
me: I also go for 5, 10, 15
because they can be made symmetrical
DJ: :)
11:35 PM I can relate.
so what do YOU want?
me: to know every dirty detail of what you like
11:36 PM DJ: Ok it's going to get circular real quick...
because I want to know what YOU want.
HOW will we fix this?
I've told you a lot...
11:37 PM me: I believe we are at an impasse
DJ: No...
I'm just going to grab you....
throw you down....
pull off your clothes.. and start doing things till you tell me to stop..
"here??..... how about here........ over here????
"
11:38 PM me: so you like to be aggressive too...
interesting
DJ: It's a beautiful dance.
Someone has to lead to start.
me: you're like a living breathing porn site
11:39 PM DJ: is this good or bad?
I'm a romantic with passion who wants to make love to you.. how bad can it get?
me: it can get personal, that's how bad
11:40 PM DJ: But we KNOW that.
Do I need to put the no touch rule back in place?
me: no rules
I don't want them with you
DJ: ONE rule.
no hurting.
11:41 PM Ok then.
We'll not discuss it further...
this is something for in person.
me: Those days are sooooooooooooooooo far away
11:42 PM DJ: And I'm going to have to FEEL you.
Like the first time.
I was feeling you even with that first hug.
Tell me it's not true.
11:43 PM me: do you think something has changed since then?
DJ: nope.
:)
me: then why do I need to keep proving myself to you?
DJ: Youdon't .
11:44 PM me: I already let you know prior to seeing you that I was like IN LOVE with you...
you are the one who needed I don't know visual confirmation or something
DJ: nooo not visual.. "in person" is not visual.. it's......
hard to describe.
me: to me, the chemistry was already there
11:45 PM DJ: I FELT you.
yes it is.
me: it's still there
DJ: and you smiled at me.
me: (I hope)
DJ: that smile was a huge part of it.
''tis
EVEN though you hid the eyes :P
11:46 PM me: why would I not be happy to see someone I've been pining over?
DJ: awww
me: yes, I hid the eyes
DJ: I knw.
but you smiled anyway.
battery is about to go.
11:47 PM tytytytyt for today
me: I am glad we were able to communicate during my down time
DJ: :)
in the am?
me: if you can call in the AM... and you want to... please do
DJ: k
me: did you seriously just "k" me?!
Hahaha
DJ: :P
me: :P
DJ: I'm going to more than K ya
11:48 PM :P :P :P :P
me: :D
DJ: bye :)
me: g'night
