to DJ Vox
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 8:47 PM
subject Question...
Ugh. How is it that you have done this to me?
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from DJ Vox
to TF JADE
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 8:50 PM
subject Re: Question...
What did I do?
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from TF JADE
to DJ Vox
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 8:54 PM
subject Re: Question...
On Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 8:50 PM, DJ Vox wrote:
What did I do?I. Don't. Know.
It's not just... going through the motions with you... there's real desire there... in me.
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from DJ Vox
to TF JADE
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 8:56 PM
subject Re: Question...
Which is something that's been absent for you up to now. These desires are strong and scary particularly when they've been
gone because someone abused you.
I understand. Have you noticed that I've not been particularly pushy?
Granted venue has something to do with it.. but I've also not pushed to be totally alone with you.
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from TF JADE
to DJ Vox
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:01 PM
subject Re: Question...
I assume you don't push because you aren't that into me. Which makes this all the more crazy in my mind. My apologies if this is too serious for you. It's like I can't help it right now.
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from DJ Vox
to TF JADE
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:03 PM
subject Re: Question...
I am VERY into you ... think of the things I've whispered in your ear....
You are very desirable and I desire you...
I'm just very careful and would rather be a part of the solution than part of the problem.
Don't assume. Ask me.
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from DJ Vox
to TF JADE
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:04 PM
subject Re: Question...
Do NOT mistake my restraint for a lack of interest. I'm different, remember?
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from TF JADE
to DJ Vox
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:11 PM
subject Re: Question...
On Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:03 PM, DJ Vox wrote:
I am VERY into you ... think of the things I've whispered in your ear....I do think of them. I think of them aaaaaaaaaaaall the time. Oh my gosh, do I.
You are very desirable and I desire you...I don't understand.
I'm just very careful and would rather be a part of the solution than part of the problem.
Don't assume. Ask me.Sigh.
On Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:04 PM, DJ Vox wrote:
Do NOT mistake my restraint for a lack of interest. I'm different, remember?You are different.
Is it just that you've experienced this sort of thing so often that you can restrain yourself? Do you never lose control, or get caught up in things?
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from DJ Vox
to TF JADE
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:16 PM
subject Re: Question...
On Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:11 PM, TF JADE wrote:
I don't understand.You said when we were first talking that something had happened to you that turned you away from your desires. Then I met you and you clearly have boundaries that I slightly bump up on and we've talked about it... and you've said your husband basically abused you in some way.... I'm sure you have come up with ways of coping with these things but now you are feeling
that something is different.
I don't know what the problem is but I'm learning you... I feel my way gently (no puns intended) because I'd rather not make anything worse.... We all have our little hang ups.. I have mine too .....
Is it just that you've experienced this sort of thing so often that you can restrain yourself? Do you never lose control, or get caught up in things?I can... but we have never been in a situation where that is appropriate. You made me lost the world at the park when you wrapped yourself around me... so sexy sweet.
Some things shouldn't be over thunk.... it's just adult play time... you should enjoy it and not be scared of it.
:)
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from TF JADE
to DJ Vox
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:27 PM
subject Re: Question...
On Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:16 PM, DJ Vox wrote:
[...]
We all have our little hang ups.. I have mine too .....But I don't know that I remind you of them so much. I try not to -- regarding the ones I've discovered anyway.
[...]
Some things shouldn't be over thunk.... it's just adult play time...Therein is a good example of the difference between our thinking processes. You minimize something that I maximize. Something that is insignificant to you is quite significant to me. Although, I believe I can weigh out both sides. Good gawd, I hope that made sense.
[...]
you should enjoy it and not be scared of it.It is because I enjoy it that I am scared.
You are incredible.
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from DJ Vox
to TF JADE
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:30 PM
subject Re: Question...
"minimize..."
WHile I do "it's just adult play time".... at the same time I do not take it lightly at all.... I think we are actually in agreement here. It's like... Take it VERY serious... but have FUN when you do it... does that make sense?
Why do you say that? And you SHOULD enjoy things.... I'd love to give you pleasure.... you'd just need to learn to accept it.
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from TF JADE
to DJ Vox
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:33 PM
subject Re: Question...
On Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:30 PM, DJ Vox wrote:
"minimize..."I get it, I do. The fun is definitely there for me; if it wasn't, well, I wouldn't bother with you too much.
WHile I do "it's just adult play time".... at the same time I do not take it lightly at all.... I think we are actually in agreement here. It's like... Take it VERY serious... but have FUN when you do it... does that make sense?
[...]
you'd just need to learn to accept it.Right back at ya, sweetheart. ;)
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from DJ Vox
to TF JADE
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:37 PM
subject Re: Question...
I've accepted it....
I"m just waiting for you to figure out what's good for you.
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from TF JADE
to DJ Vox
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:38 PM
subject Re: Question...
On Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:37 PM, DJ Vox wrote:
[...]
I"m just waiting for you to figure out what's good for you.Gee, that's rather ambiguous! :P
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from DJ Vox
to TF JADE
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:39 PM
subject Re: Question...
No it's not.
You need to realize that I am exactly what I appear to be and what you feel from me is something you want.
It's nothing scary... strong, cosmic and earth shattering yes.... but not scary.
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from TF JADE
to DJ Vox
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:43 PM
subject Re: Question...
On Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:39 PM, DJ Vox wrote:
[...]
strong, cosmic and earth shattering yes[...]
Is that how you look at it?
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from DJ Vox
to TF JADE
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 9:46 PM
subject Re: Question...
When things are right... when that connection is made... when you are in private and can let your soul out to be satisfied...yes.. it can get that good.
There's fooling around and then there's the cosmic kiss.... both are fun but they are far from each other....
Remember in the park... after you wrapped yourself around me.... I said I felt like I'd had sex even though we didn't... that was on the way.... "there".... good stuff...
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from TF JADE
to DJ Vox
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 10:00 PM
subject Re: Question...
So what I have taken away from tonight's exchange is that I should not ever go beyond a Use 'n Toss.
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from DJ Vox
to TF JADE
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 10:02 PM
subject Re: Question...
How do you figure?
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from TF JADE
to DJ Vox
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 10:05 PM
subject Re: Question...
On Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 10:02 PM, DJ Vox wrote:
How do you figure?Doesn't matter.
You want fling? I can do fling. But you're going to have to put out -- info, that is. ;)
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from DJ Vox
to TF JADE
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 10:10 PM
subject Re: Question...
You're afraid of me.
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from DJ Vox
to TF JADE
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 10:15 PM
subject Re: Question...
And yourself.
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from TF JADE
to DJ Vox
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 10:17 PM
subject Re: Question...
On Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 10:15 PM, DJ Vox wrote:
And yourself.Don't be ridiculous.
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from DJ Vox
to TF JADE
date Wed, Jul 14, 2010 at 10:19 PM
subject Re: Question...
Don't hate me because I'm right.
